Outsider

What is my purpose in life? Why am I here?
I don't feel anything. I can't feel anything.
I have no more desire for the glamor festivities.
I have no more interest in your money nor your promises about the future.
I don't live in the future.
Take all your money, all your stocks, all your bonds. All your for-crying-out-loud Tablets and Smartphones.
I just don't give a damn.
We are living in a materialistic shit hole, people.
It was brought to you by thugs and clowns masquerading as leaders and politicians.
After all, the world you live in is just one big fashion show after another.
Because, in the end all you have left is yourself. 
And, sometimes you just got to learn to let go.

I don't love anything. I don't love anyone.
Am I dead inside?


"It's only after we've lost everything that we're free to do anything." -Tyler Durden (Fight Club)